Wil I be a teacher? Will I go to France?
Really I don't know how smart I am -
and that above all else keeps me working and working hard.
I'm not sure I've got a good mind.
I'm not sure I reason well.
I know I can be as confused as anybody else.
I don't know how I'll do in advanced courses -
I don't know how I'll do on the next econ hourly.
I don't know if I could be a great debater.
And there are a million other things I don't know about my
Let's leave emotional ones alone tonight--they're in worse shape.
I want so much - to be versatile, charming, warm, deep, intelligent,
accomplishing something, loving,
fooling around, giving instead of getting, cheery not driven, sure,
not uncertain, possessing, not anticipating.